Spam, absolutely not. A lot of material to consider, yes. I will say as I have said previously, you have taken on a herculean mission. I appreciate your desire and steadfastness when it comes to your drive to see others 'shine.' It is a humbling experience to see how you are determined to succeed. It would be a lot for me, but I'm not you. So continue on if you feel that this is something that you may have been called to do. Best wishes!!